Thursday, May 14, 2009
ERYKAH'S GUIDE TO GOING GREEN
Saturday, May 9, 2009
A BLACK GIRL'S GUIDE TO GOING GREEN
What will it take to activate the collective consciousness of the future?
Brooklyn, New York. Faith’s Apartment. The Present. Winter.
Downstage of a long brick wall running the length of the stage, is a tall ladder. Sitting at the top of the ladder is GRANDMOTHER. She wears ripped jeans, sneakers and a black tee-shirt.
FAITH sits on the ground, center stage. She wears a black dress and is barefoot. She pours the last of a bottle of red wine into the wine glass in front of her. She swallows the entire thing in one sip.
She picks up a picture frame.
FAITH
I wish I didn’t miss you anymore.
She takes out the picture inside of the picture frame and tears it in half. She is lost, defeated and broken.
GRANDMOTHER descends the ladder and is carrying a red box.
GRANDMOTHER
Ask and you shall receive. That is the first Law of Life. This is for you.
GRANDMOTHER offers her the red box.
Silence.
FAITH takes the box.
FAITH
Thank you.
GRANDMOTHER sits.
Silence.
FAITH
Who are you?
GRANDMOTHER
I came in from the window.
FAITH
Okay..
Silence.
FAITH
Why?
GRANDMOTHER
There is something that I need to show you.
Silence.
FAITH
Excuse Me?
GRANDMOTHER
Sit down next to me on the floor.
FAITH
And who are you?
GRANDMOTHER gestures towards the red box.
GRANDMOTHER
Open it.
FAITH opens the box and reveals a golden crown.
GRANDMOTHER
Try it on.
Reluctantly, FAITH places the crown on her head.
GRANDMOTHER
Ah, it fits perfectly.
FAITH removes the crown and places it back in the red box and closes the lid.
FAITH
Look.. I appreciate you dropping by and offering me a crown and everything but.. this is all really bizarre and I’m going to have to ask you to leave my house now.
GRANDMOTHER
Why don’t you trust me?
FAITH
Who are you?! And how did you get in my house?!
GRANDMOTHER
Sit down and I will tell you whatever you want to know.
Reluctantly, FAITH sits.
GRANDMOTHER
There is an old legend that the butterfly can see us through times of darkness and confusion by revealing to us our path of transformation. You can think of me as your butterfly. There is a place I want to take you.
FAITH
Right now?
GRANDMOTHER
There is no time like the present, that is why it is a gift. Close your eyes.
GRANDMOTHER places her right hand on FAITH’S back and places her left hand in her hand.
After a moment the sound of rainfall is heard.
GRANDMOTHER
Open your eyes.
FAITH looks around.
FAITH
What is this place?
GRANDMOTHER
This is Gabon. This is my home.
FAITH
We’re in Africa?!
GRANDMOTHER
Yes. This is the rainforest where I grew up as a young child. This is a sacred place. Our people believe that there are special powers in the rainforest. It is the place for Man to find a true connection with God.
FAITH
It is beautiful.
GRANDMOTHER
Take a deep breath.
FAITH closes her eyes and breathes slowly.
GRANDMOTHER
The oxygen is 98% pure up here. This place is a jewel of the Earth. There are millions of plants and insects here that have never even been discovered. It is one of the few places in the world that has never been invaded by man. There are a lot of natural medicines found here.
FAITH
This is all really spectacular and everything but.. why did you bring me here?
GRANDMOTHER
I am going the teach you how to be a healer.
FAITH
A what?
GRANDMOTHER
Our culture believes that humans have two bodies: A physical body and a spiritual body. When there is disease, it is the person who is ill that is treated, not the illness itself. Disease inhabits us to bother us into making necessary spiritual changes.
FAITH
What exactly does that mean?
GRANDMOTHER
Like forgiveness. You never know what sorts of things can manifest themselves in your body.. You have a very important work to do Faith.
GRANDMOTHER retrieves various pots, pans, tools, and plants.
GRANDMOTHER
Do you see this plant? This is a special healing plant called Iboga. This Iboga plant allows a person to work for long hours without feeling tired or hungry.
We are all connected with the Earth. Saving the Earth is saving ourselves. It is all healed through Faith.
FAITH
Are we related?
GRANDMOTHER
We are all related.
FAITH
Are you a distant cousin of mine?
GRANDMOTHER
I am your grandmother of many generations ago.
FAITH laughs.
FAITH
Grandmother?! You don’t look a day over twenty-five.
GRANDMOTHER
You are what you believe yourself to be. Time is relative. I brought you all the way to Africa.. Do you think that’s my only trick?
FAITH
Point taken.
They continue working.
FAITH
What exactly are we doing?
GRANDMOTHER
This is your initiation. In our culture, initiation is a spiritual awakening. There are two kinds of people in the world, the initiated and those who are not initiated, people who have spiritual knowledge and those who don’t. The path of illumination for the initiated allows for another vision of life.
The sound of gunshots are heard.
FAITH
What’s that?!
GRANDMOTHER
Poachers. They will kill and eat anything that comes into their path. They cut the hides off of elephants and lions then they bring aids and ebola viruses back into the villages. They are dangerous and destroying the rainforest at a fast pace. That is why we have to work quickly.
FAITH
Why is this happening?
GRANDMOTHER
To some men wealth is more important than love. To them, the World is more important than God. There is corruption in the human spirit. War and violence come into a man’s mind when he is far from God. He thinks he can be more than his brothers and sisters, rather than believing we are all equal and all creatures of God. He wants to be more than or above the plants, the animals, and the water. He is in competition with the Creator. He thinks he can be the Creator. This is what generates wars and oppression. Peace comes from the opposite of this kind of thinking. When we can feel we are brothers and sisters with all the creatures and with all of the beauty of God.
The spirits of this forest say that we can’t go backwards anymore. We can’t have fear anymore. Time is short. Time is calling us.
Are you ready to go back now?
FAITH shakes her head “Yes”.
GRANDMOTHER
Close your eyes.
GRANDMOTHER places her right hand on FAITH’S back and places her left hand in her hand.
The rainfall fades.
GRANDMOTHER
Open your eyes.
FAITH
I don’t know anything about plants.
GRANDMOTHER
Surrender to your spirit. Deep within our hearts is where the peace and the healing will start. Be silent and listen to the guidance of your ancestors. They are there beside you. Do you remember what I told you about the butterfly? Darkness is necessary to allow humanity to transform. Think about the transition of the caterpillar to the expanded view of a butterfly.
FAITH
What exactly am I supposed to do?
GRANDMOTHER
We are disconnected. We are disconnected from ourselves and from the planet that nurtures us, body and soul. Violence and war have led to hunger and poverty all over the world. We don’t even understand our basic human rights. Our water, the blood of Mother Earth is too polluted to drink and the air in some places is too polluted to breathe. You have to ask yourself if you would want that for your grand-daughter, and then you will find your answer.
It is all about regaining balance, the person and the Earth. It is about obtaining and owning our “regal-ness”.
GRANDMOTHER places the crown on FAITH’S head.
GRANDMOTHER
You have been chosen long ago, in a time before we know it to be a force of peace in the world. If not the entire planet might be at stake.
FAITH removes the crown and places it back in the red box.
FAITH
The entire planet?! I’m just a Black girl from Brooklyn.
GRANDMOTHER
You are whatever you believe yourself to be. I believe you are a Queen. But its up to you to decide. That rainforest in Gabon belongs to you. It all belongs to you. It is a part of your kingdom now and it is your responsibility to protect it, if you like it or not.
FAITH
How am I supposed to do that?
GRANDMOTHER
The strongest tool you have to use is Love. Love is God in manifestation, and it is the strongest magnetic force in the Universe. Pure, unselfish love draws to it its own. It does not need to seek or demand. Give a perfect love and you will receive a perfect love. You can never receive what you haven’t been given.
FAITH looks towards the ground.
GRANDMOTHER
I think you know what I’m talking about. Leave him. Forgive him. And then move on. He’s not worth it anyway.
GRANDMOTHER looks at her watch.
GRANDMOTHER
I have to go.
FAITH
Wait.
GRANDMOTHER stops.
FAITH
What do I do now?
GRANDMOTHER
Just remember, the temple that we build is from all that is inside of us. You are a whole lot stronger than you think you are.
Be confident. Be new. Be you. One day you might find a King.. Just have Faith. You are the Earth in manifestation. Take care of yourself and heal yourself.
GRANDMOTHER ascends up the ladder and disappears through the window.
FAITH goes to the red box and removes the golden crown from inside of it.
She tries it on and looks in the mirror.
FAITH
I could get use to this.
BLACKOUT
Friday, May 8, 2009
ANCIENT WISDOM/FUTURE VISION
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i am a cancer
Thursday, May 7, 2009
A 3AM TWEET TO ERYKAH BADU
HOW DARE YOU DISRESPECT THE QUEENDOM
...AND MY CHILDREN AND MY INTELLIGENCE.
ive never been so disgusted in all of my life .
there is no other place i used to enjoy more .
i post no where else .
you guys have taken an all time low , tho.
I'LL STATE MY PEACE
i am a great mother and care giver to my 2 children and to this world .
my children are 2 of the kindest and happiest people i have met.
I home schooled them and taught them the ways of good to the best of my ability.
i am their doctor and their nurse .
and even sometimes their mother and their father.
i am an excellent mother and resent all of the negative comments and insults on my character.
I PUT MUCH TIME AND THOUGHT INTO HAVING AND RAISING MY CHILDREN.
IVE HAD THE HONORS OF HAVING 2 HOME BIRTHS AND 2 WONDERFUL PARTNERS BY MY SIDE.
every relationship i have been in was because i loved the person DEARLY and was dedicated to us "exclusively" FOR A NUMBER OF YEARS.
the fathers of my children are my brothers and friends .
we have a great deal of respect for one another and always will.
WE LOVE OUR CHILDREN TO NO END.
we took our own "vows" and CONTINUE TO UPHOLD THEM.
AND THAT IS WHAT THAT IS .
question?
WHAT IS MARRIAGE ?
WHO IS THE JUDGE?
WE ONLY UNDERSTAND THE EXAMPLES WE ARE GIVEN ( well sort of)
WOULD IT "LOOK BETTER " TO MARRY AND DIVIORCE AND MARRY AGAIN ?
WOULD THAT BE MORALLY CORRECT ?
WHATS THE DIFFERENCE ? the government's involvement i guess.
IDEALLY , IT WOULD BE EXCELLENT TO FIND THE MAN OR WOMAN WHO FULFILLS YOUR SPIRIT AND STAY FOR EVER AND EVER ( thru sickness and health till death do us part ) AND HAVE HEALTHY STRONG CHILDREN AS A RESULT OF A HEALTHY AND STRONG UNION.
(this CAN happen ... we need much training , however.)
OR
IS IT REALLY "GOOD" TO STAY IN A RELATIONSHIP WHERE BOTH PARTIES ARE UNFULFILLED , LONGING FOR RELIEF , BRINGING one another down as a result of improper training , creating BAD ENERGY AND EXPERIENCES FOR THE CHILD TO REPEAT ?
(not to mention breeding deceit and anger and resentment )
SEEMS TO CREATE FEARFUL CHILDREN WHO TURN INTO FEARFUL ADULTS .
HOW MANY OF YOU GREW UP IN 2 PARENT HOMES THAT WERE MISERABLE AS FUCK ?
OR 2 PARENT HOMES THAT WERE NOT PERFECT BUT WORKED?
HOW MANY GREW UP IN ONE PARENT HOMES WHERE THE MOTHER WORKED HARD TO MAKE SURE YOU WERE CARED FOR BUT SHE WASNT QUITE HAPPY?
HOW ABOUT A HOME WHERE THE FATHER WAS THE MAIN CARE GIVER AND DID THE BEST HE COULD -LACKING NURTURE?
HOW MANY OF YOU HAVE A SIBLING THAT HAS A DIFFERENT FATHER OR MOTHER?
DOES HE OR SHE MEAN LESS TO YOU?
HOW MANY OF YOU HAVE MORE THAN 1 MOTHER OR FATHER OF YOUR OWN CHILDren ?
HOW MANY OF YOU HAD /OR / ARE PARENTS RESPONSIBLE ENOUGH TO MAKE GOOD DECISIONS FOR YOURSELF AND YOUR CHILDREN ,THAT DONT QUITE FIT ANY OF THESE DESCRIPTIONS?
HOW MANY OF YOU STAY IN UNHEALTHY RELATIONSHIPS FOR FEAR OF GOING TO HELL?
HOW MANY HOS OUT THERE ... THAT HAVE KIDS TO GET A PAYDAY?
HOW MANY PEOPLE GETTING THEY ASS KICKED AND ARE FORCED TO SUBMIT CAUSE YO MAMA GOT HER ASS KICKED?
THEN WHAT is CORRECT?
how about this:
I PRAY WITH MY CHILDREN
I FEED THEM GOOD FOOD
THEY RESPECT PEOPLES DIFFERENCES
THEY TRAVEL THE WORLD WITH ME
THE KNOW WHO THEY ARE
THEY ADORE THEIR FATHERS AND ARE LOVED BY 2 PARENTS OR MORE -
OR TWO OR MORE SETS OF LOVING GRANDPARENTS
THEY CRY
THEY GET HURT
THEY GET SICK
THEY HEAL
THEY ARE real
THEY ARE NOT AN IDEA or a TOPIC
AND NEITHER AM I .
I AM ALIVE .
I AM BEAUTIFUL WOMAN.
I AM A GOOD WOMAM.
I AM GROWING
I AM COMPLETE WITH OR WITHOUT A PARTNER AND WILL ALWAYS BE
AND I HAVE DREAMS OF A FAMILY STRUCTURE
ALL OF MY DREAMS DO NOT COME TRUE
AND DESPITE ALL OF THE PAIN IN MY LIFE ...
IN MY MOTHERS LIFE ...
IN MY GRANDMOTHERS LIFE
WE HAVE ALWAYS ENDURED
AND THERE IS SO MUCH JOY TO BE EXPERIENCED.
I NEVER HAD A FATHER AND I DONT KNOW WHAT THAT FEELS LIKE -
BUT MY CHILDREN DO , AND THEY LOVE THEIR 'PARENTS' .
WE ARE THEIR CHAMPIONS .
live how you want . follow which ever pattern YOU like .
MY CHILDREN WILL BE LEADERS
and they will not ever be slaves to this society's failing idea of morality.
THEY OWN THEIR MINDS AND THEIR DREAMS.
BIRTH CONTROL lol ... could have 10 babies instead of 2 .
I LOVE CHILDREN AND I WILL HAVE AS MANY AS GOD WILL GIVE ME .
I AM VERY HEALTHY AND RESPONSIBLE AND SO ARE ALL OF MY PARTNERS
I CHOSE THEM WISELY AND SOBERLY .
ALL GOOD BROTHERS .
your opinions lack experience and are not only careless but also very uninformed and immature.
nothing is sacred here . and i see why.
if i loose you as a fan because i want to continue to have children then
FUCK OFF... WHO NEEDS YOU ....CERTAINLY NOT ME ... KICK ROCKS ... CALL TYRONE ... PACK LIGHT .... BITE ME
i have defended myself here ON THIS SITE and hurled a few insults .. but only in response to your insults of
my music , my clothes , my lyrics , my hair , my being a woman , my spirit, my choices of partners....
these have all been on trial here . and i continued to support the energy of this place .
this is to all the okay players / REAL HUMAN BEINGS hiding behind screen names in order to insult one another and who ever else you will.
geeeez...
i had to say something
i am so sad for parents who try , today guys
enough is enuf.
dont judge to quickly , OKAY PLAYER?
i know you are having fun , but what if it were you and your children?
my son is 10 .
my daughter, 4 .
peace
ANALOGUE GIRL
and if this post is not clear
kiss my placenta.